"For once! Just for fucking once I wish someone would ask me how my day went or if I’m okay. I wish they would ask me why there’s only death behind my eyes and why I sigh more often than I breathe. Ask me if I miss my grandpa or if I wonder if he died in peace or pain. For once ask me why I’m sad and why I seem to cry on every scene of a love movie. Ask me if I had a meltdown at work and if I had to run to the restroom and cry in a stall convincing myself that I could get through today. Just for once, for fucking once I wish someone would sincerely ask me why I can’t sleep at night and why I hold a pillow so tight to my chest that sometimes I wake up with sore arms and puffy eyes from tears that were shed. I just wish, just for fucking once, someone would ask me if I’m okay."

kimisbaked:

I wanna be that one girl who looks really cute but also gives off the vibe that she could snap your neck if you disrespect her like is that possible for me

(via hicotine)