"For once! Just for fucking once I wish someone would ask me how my day went or if I’m okay. I wish they would ask me why there’s only death behind my eyes and why I sigh more often than I breathe. Ask me if I miss my grandpa or if I wonder if he died in peace or pain. For once ask me why I’m sad and why I seem to cry on every scene of a love movie. Ask me if I had a meltdown at work and if I had to run to the restroom and cry in a stall convincing myself that I could get through today. Just for once, for fucking once I wish someone would sincerely ask me why I can’t sleep at night and why I hold a pillow so tight to my chest that sometimes I wake up with sore arms and puffy eyes from tears that were shed. I just wish, just for fucking once, someone would ask me if I’m okay."
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